Okay so for the past uhm 6 days I have been thinking and recollecting thoughts. I met someone who in most ways is the same as me and any disagreements we have asks for a long conversation of how we think about it.I still don’t believe that there is one person out there for anyone because then you would be waiting instead of taking action>.> which just make alot of people dependent on others rather than themselves, but I can’t judge people have their ways. So even though you seem to be the one that would fit better than others we still have to work for what we want. Which makes the difference to believing whether or not that there is really one person out there for everyone when in reality we can make any one our “savior or person who sweeps us off our feet”
So back to this person, she and I basically have the same mental process and we can talk comfortably on just about anything which makes our conversations just last an eternity despite having the same ideals. She is very independent, ambitious, and understands how relationships should be an extension. That’s the thing though, She makes everything seem easy because she fits the type of person I respect highly without the long course of time.
She makes my guards suddenly fall and messes with the procedures I set onto myself before I even think about being interested in someone. Talking to her is casual when it comes to disagreements and talking in general. The thing is I have been looking at her as a single person when I should be looking at everything she has and is from family to her actions. So I am willing to wait because the past 3 out of 6 days We already felt like we reconnected.
I hope we can settle with ourselves and do our best into setting priorities along with keeping this situation in the back of our heads till we have time for each other again.
So I have come to think if we lasted this long with out each other, then i really don’t see why its so hard to be patient with you knowing.
plus we do need to settle with ourselves because i mean yeahh you make me happy, but i still need to be practical along with you. We have our separate lives and must work with that too. Due to such a thing we never ask much of each other, so until then lets do our best to deal with our own life while having the thought of each other close to us. I agreed to do this so if we end up with each other or not I’m glad to have met a person such as you.[butttttt obviously when the time comes ill be striving for being with you xD, yet we shall see]